One day I met the one I most love

One day I met Y, the one I most love.
Quite a long time ago it was.
On that day Y told me
That I have been living just the way I like
Caring nothing else
Not anything else including Y, the one I think I most love.
I said yes
Though I don't believe so.
Never, I do not believe so.
Life has not allowed me to live
The way Y would have hoped.
Time goes by,
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